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I have moved back to blogspot! The new url will be on my msn :D If not, just text and ask me or anything!
Supposed to meet Shang. First thing he asked when he saw me was "What's wrong?"
"YY bite my phone" )':
"Shit"
Then I cried all over him. I love the dog, but I swear she has to stop biting my stuff. I just bought my phone! My touchscreen now has a few holes. Fuck. Blogging about it makes me feel worse. Back to my term paper. Byebye.
"YY bite my phone" )':
"Shit"
Then I cried all over him. I love the dog, but I swear she has to stop biting my stuff. I just bought my phone! My touchscreen now has a few holes. Fuck. Blogging about it makes me feel worse. Back to my term paper. Byebye.
Woke up to shreds of paper on the floor. My two Harry Potter books became chew toys for YY. I cried because my HP set is no longer a set. There are fucking missing pages. Can't blame YY cause she's too young to know better.
Quarreled with tsw yesterday. I cried too, because I'm a wimp and there's nothing else I can do. I hate it you know? Quarreling with you. It's like no more happy place. No more pillar of stone. Can you please do something about it?
"Be my hero."
Quarreled with tsw yesterday. I cried too, because I'm a wimp and there's nothing else I can do. I hate it you know? Quarreling with you. It's like no more happy place. No more pillar of stone. Can you please do something about it?
"Be my hero."
First birthday wish at 12 midnight,
tsw says:
*happy 18th, baby!
.jiayi feelin what you felt. says:
*thanks, FOR THE THIRD TIME.
tsw says:
*ha ha
*sorry for not spending your bday with you
*i'll make it up to you somehow
.jiayi feelin what you felt. says:
*it's okay(:
*i love your locket!
tsw says:
*glad you do
*=)
*have fun today ok
*got to go school now
*sleep early, angel
.jiayi feelin what you felt. says:
*i will ;D
Omg? I'm 18 alr? Jidong. Plenty thanks to the people who called/texted/msned. As usual, many unknown numbers and new people. Most are shang's friends(: But this year, quite disappointed cause some good friends forgot maybe. Hmm )': Hope I get their text in the morning.
TC came over to my house minutes ago. SO FUNNY!!! They wanted to surprise me but they couldn't get through the security gate. In the end, had to call me to open it for them. ULTI LOSERRRR. Haha, kidding. Love all nine of you.
I received a lot of early presents. Hmm, I'll blog about it tonight. So tired now.
Happy birthday, Sky (twin)! HAHAH, I beat you to the birthday wish this year! We shall really really meet up next year ok?
Zacariah brought me to Sketches today! I didn't know Bugis had such a great chill-spot. Hmm. I think Zacariah is very unique name. His friends call him Zac but I prefer Riah. RA-E-YA. He's a damn funny guy. Surprisingly easy to talk to especially since we just saw each other once and it was through sw. Haha. We were just chilling and started talking about everything. His life, my life. His Brenda, my Shang. Thanks for paying my bill! I will treat you to something next time :D
SHANG IS FINALLY ONLINE!!!! Hahahaha. You have no idea how long I waited. Anyway, I went into our joint blog this morning and on our tagboard was a message, "so jealous ><" from.........PASSERBY. Wtf?! Explain how a passerby can find our blog. I jidong-ed for damn long. Even texted sw to complaaaaaaaaain. Haha. Ohwels.
Met up with Rena last week. Shiokkkkkkkk. I think we only meet like twice a year? Hahaha. It was very fun though.
We just kept taking and taking and taking pictures. Went town, caught a movie, had dinner and she came to my house. HAHAHAHA. RENA KWOK IS DAMN AFRAID OF MY DOG. Super funny.
The earrings were like 90cents per pair only! :O:O:O
Despite the rare meetings, there were no awkwardness. So I'm quite sure we'll remain like this till you die as a lesbian and I a married woman. Haha. Rena Kwok Su Ling is the only person I'm sure will stand by me no matter what :D
The first time Beatrice, Evan and I hung out together. Haha. Quite fun. They came to my house after we ate and shopped @ Beauty World. Played with YY, and took loaaaaaads of pictures. We were playing around with the shades we just bought (FROM BEAUTY WORLD :O !!!) and my existing eyewear collection. It was like 50+ pictures consecutively. Just snap snap snap snap. I'm only gonna post 9 pictures though. HAHAHAHA. Too unglam.
Favourite Shot of the Day:
- Feelin':
contemplative
Amusingly, the shit friends that I have, never asked me who I was referring to. Hahaha. Guess they know the answer already. Only people like Rena and Thomas, etc, dared to ask me.
Hmm, I have a box of tampons in my wardrobe now and I have no idea what to do with it :/ I only bought it cause Watsons ran out of sanitary pads the other time. Tampons hurt ): alot. Maybe I need to master the technique.
Went Plaza Sing to get some art materials and met up with Ian (IANNY BOY!!!!) at Raffles City. He gave me these...!!!
The box was frikong cute ok. Like damn small. Hahhaa.
I was just telling Rena the other day that they look scary and Ian gave 2 pairs to me. Hahaha. Nvm, I still love it and will wear it out :D
We chatted @ Spinelli until it was closing time. I think I'm going to let Ian + the rest of TC meet tsw. I trust them(: For now, we see first ah. Haha. I love you guys. The best friends I have ever had :D:D:D
Two things that are pissing me off now.
1. My I-banking device is gone. I have been looking for it for the past 53 minutes. I didn't lose it, someone STOLE it. Asshole.
2. I have lousy friends. Friends I am ashamed of and wouldn't have introduced to Tsw if I get to do it all over again. Seriously, it's so difficult to find friends who can be truly happy for you. I'm at my peak and they throw tantrums/get jealous/show attitude/don't care. I don't give a flying fuck about those people anymore. I won't even talk about tsw anymore. I'll just answer when necessary. Fyi, inference made from cross-referencing Tsw's feedback and my knowledge of their characters. Thanks fuckers, thanks for being my friend. (If you are wondering if I'm talking about you, don't bother asking me because I'm sure you are one of them.)
On the other hand, Rena, Mavis, Gina, and the boys from TC are the best. I think they are the only people who are really happy that I am happy. I love you guys :D
1. My I-banking device is gone. I have been looking for it for the past 53 minutes. I didn't lose it, someone STOLE it. Asshole.
2. I have lousy friends. Friends I am ashamed of and wouldn't have introduced to Tsw if I get to do it all over again. Seriously, it's so difficult to find friends who can be truly happy for you. I'm at my peak and they throw tantrums/get jealous/show attitude/don't care. I don't give a flying fuck about those people anymore. I won't even talk about tsw anymore. I'll just answer when necessary. Fyi, inference made from cross-referencing Tsw's feedback and my knowledge of their characters. Thanks fuckers, thanks for being my friend. (If you are wondering if I'm talking about you, don't bother asking me because I'm sure you are one of them.)
On the other hand, Rena, Mavis, Gina, and the boys from TC are the best. I think they are the only people who are really happy that I am happy. I love you guys :D
- Feelin':
Fucking mad
Stop asking me to post pictures of tsw. Really. Nosy much? If you know, you know. You would have seen tsw at least once if you're a close friend. If not, too bad. I'm never going to post pictures of us. Not here. I know what will happen.
Was piecing up our blogskin just today, in lecture. Yep, joint blog of jyi and tsw. It'll have EVERYTHING, from daily updates to dates to internal affairs. All the JUICE and PICTURES you can find there. That is, if you can find it. Haha. Bet you're feeling pretty fucked up now. I know you can't wait to google for it. Go for it, doh. This is not a publicity stunt.
Received a shocking feedback today and this is the reason why I don't want to post pictures of tsw. I have no frikong idea why it's shocking anyway? It's so true. Just like what I said to Beatrice, "If I'm a little more sensitive than I am now, I would have felt very hurt." And she agrees. So it's not just me.
Like whoaaaaa, someone just slapped my mother trait back to my face: superficiality.
Tsw came over the other day for a study session. I think it's so good to find someone to sit with you and just, read. It's so rare and cherished. When my eyes are tired, I'd just lie on babe's thigh. I've been so caught up in my assignments lately. One after another. It's good to have found company for studying.
Will blog webcam picts soon.
Love you much, babe.
I love many people, I'm no two-timer.
I have had more flings than you can count, I'm no slut.
Because ultimately, there's only one boyfriend.
I think maybe this is the happiest I can get, which scares me. Because it means everything will just go down from here. Pity, but let's savour the moment.
Pictures from MAYC. Just the few I like best.
My clique, that is.
HANNAH MONTANA THE MOVIE IS DAMN GOOD. Really! A little tear-jerking. Too bad Tsw doesn't like to watch movies ): Sophie has promised to watch with me again though :D:D:D
See babe, people who watches movie are normal kkk. Love you, as always(:
Very sick now. My morning was drowsy, painful and horrible. Had to stay at home, so I finished my MAYC assignment.
Here are pictures from yesterday's tutorial.
Cupcakes from Gastromaniaaaaaaaaa, regards from Tsw <3
Babe, you make my world spin. But knowing how much the two of you went through together makes it so hard to smile. I saw the pictures. Come to think of it, I've never seen you so happy before. Makes me wonder why it ended in the first place. Not gonna push you away with my relentless insecurity. I will do it differently this time.
"Let's create our own memories." Well, let's.
Out with the old:
In with the new:
Ian and Jor, thanks for sharing the cost with me(:
Aloysius @ Tiong:
Very tired now. Shall go sleep.
In with the new:
Ian and Jor, thanks for sharing the cost with me(:
Aloysius @ Tiong:
Very tired now. Shall go sleep.
I went Causeway Point twice in 2 weeks? Just to eat with Sophie and Evan. We had to travel all the way to WOODLANDS just because Evan had vouchers. It was ke-raaaaaaaaay-zeee. I've never even been to CWP my entire life.
First date: Seoul Garden.
I loveeeeeeeeeee Seoul Garden. It stinks, it's pricey, it's noisy, but me like.
Maybe it's our all-time favourite, GARLIC CHICKEN!!!
Okay, what's with the mega-loaded veggie?
Sophie went back to school for stayover. Evan and I stayed back to chat. Had so much to talk about! All the way to midnight, and it's still not enough. Jidongxz. Now we know cross-heart secrets about each other. Haha. Swore to secrecy.
Second date: Breeks. CWP again. Vouchers too.
Sophie's fondue. Siao man, fondue for dinner. AVOCADO AHHHHHHHH.
Mushroom cheese baked potaaaaaaato.
The three of us shared a cab home and met the nicest uncle. We should seriously have more dinners like this, so that we can talk talk talk and talk.
Joanne had her 19th birthday in April and it was the first time we celebrated with her. We didn't do so last year, cause we weren't a clique yet. Evan, Sophie and I went to JP the day before to get her present and cake. Sophie left before we got the cake.
Evan decorating it. HE ONLY DID ONE LETTER CAUSE I WAS TOO AFRAID TO TRUST HIM. Hahahaha. I scared he screwed it up ah. But he did well.....for the one letter. Haha.
The bra's an inside joke. Shan't reveal it.
We went to her house the next day, like 8AM!? It was crazy. I was the earliest. THE NEHNEH POKS WERE ALL LATE. Tsk. To think I still took public transport.
The completed cake. Jo Man because Joanne acts like a man. Haha.
I have this video of Joanne acting SUPER weird, but I'm just too damn lazy to upload it onto Youtube :/ Her reaction to seeing us was ultraaaa funny. She can totally copyright it as her own style alr.
Shiokkkkkkkkk.
Sidetracking: Shots from MAYC's Twister. Don't ask me why we were playing Twister in class. You wouldn't understand.
In the last vacation, Sophie and I went Seremban on a 2-day study trip. (You will see ALOT of her in this post). Took the coach there. Not luxurious, but comfortable enough.
Our handsome tour guide.
His famous statement of the century: "Here you can see the Chinese Esso Station, Malay Esso Station...."
Translate: "Here you can see the Chinese ASSOCIATION, Malay ASSOCIATION..."
Sophie and I laughed until our fallopian tube almost came off.
Our bags.
Stopped and bought Ramly Burger. I SUPER LOVE RAMLY BURGER!!! Singapore's suck though.
After like a few hours' ride, we had to get down visit a Siew Bao store. Apparently, it is very famous. Whatever. Sorry if I sound snobby, but it was too humid for me to enjoy the making-siewbao-process.
How they make Siew Bao and egg tarts.
The baked bao. Nice and golden.
Green tea egg tart?! Eew.
Had lunch @ some place and headed to an organic fruit farm.
See how the people are staring at Sophie!!!! HAHAHAHA.
The farm owner had alot of dogs! Puppies too. Hahaha.
They finally allowed us to check in at the hotel after a long day.
Of course, my room-mate is......
SOPHIE CHEOK JIA HUI!!!
The hotel was quite ulu. Think 3 star.
Even the toilet seat came off! Tsk.
We were off for dinner on our own at a shopping mall. Forgot the name. Went to Secret Recipe. DON'T ASK ME WHY WE WENT THERE WHEN SING
Shopped, bought quite some stuff and went back to the hotel to sleep (after rara-ing around).
WOKE UP ULTRA EARLY. They sent us to some hawker centre to have breakfast.
Prawn Mee!!! One of the best I've had. Surprise surprise.
Paid a visit to a bee farm. FUCK YOU, I HATE BEES. Even the toilet had bees. I DON'T CARE IF THEY DON'T STING. BEES STINKKKKK. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU.
This is how much I hate them ok.
Bought two bottles of honey from them anyway. HAHAHHA.
Lunch. The food for the trip was not bad.
Our two seniors. Graduated :/ Nice people though.
Boring historic site.
The trip was fun, cause Sophie and I kept laughing at everything. REALLY EVERYTHING.
You always do the sweetest things, say the heartfelt words. Why do you always know what to say and how to say it right? Nothing comes out wrong.
Just like bringing this cookie over. Not a word, just a little errand you thought would make my day better. Of course it did. I felt so sorry for not meeting you, cause I had to rush assignments. Fault on my part, but you still had to do something for me.
Told me it's okay, a pat on my head, a peck on my forehead. Been so long since I felt so loved. Been so long since someone took care of me.
"Will make you feel in love again", you say. Guess I have. Let's pick up from where we left off 2 years ago and make it right.
- Feelin':
loved
Posted the pictures of my new room on fb. I'm very proud of my room cause I single-handedly decorated it. From the furniture to the wall colour to the ornaments. In case you don't know, my room has 4 colours! Pink, blue, green and purple.
This is what you'll see when you're outside.
I made the key hanger! Picked out the door knob @ Plaza Singapura.
My room is very small. When I first saw it, I hated it alot. Cause my previous room is more than 2 times its size! I had to throw away alot of things during the moving. But now, I couldn't have asked for a better room. Without the size, it won't be so cozy.
First thing you'll see when you step in my room is my 88 pairs of earrings. Impulsive shopper.
Full length mirror from Ikea.
Scary-kpo YY plus her bed.
I only saw this bed after buying one @ Harvey Norman. So Mummy surprised me by buying this one and giving up the deposit for the other. I love lacquer wood cause it feels so royal.
About the nicest thing in my room. Painstakingly pasted one by one.
Did the collage board for one whole hour. From painting the board black, to picking pictures, to cutting photographs, to arranging them, to pinning them up.
My accessories drawer.
And in it is...
Tadaaaaaaaaah~ I arranged them for very long. I now proudly own 58 bangles/wristlets, 36 necklaces, 22 headwear, 21 rings, 14 pairs of eyewear, and who-knows-how-many hair accessories.
Wall-mounted shelf.
Top shelf: Bible (I live by the "Every room must have a bible" upbringing).
Second shelf: Presents, cards, souveniers, old files.
Third shelf: Storybooks, comics
Fourth shelf: Storybooks, items I constantly need.
Glued this BIGGGGG calculator to the shelf. From Rena, two years ago and still working.
My table is huge. Can fit 8 of my laptops? Best when I'm doing my art stuff.
The four favourite things on my table.
Hand-painted pen holder, princessy handphone holder, handbag-photoframe (clique), ice-cream man coin bank (almost filled).
By the side of my table.
Radio/cd player/usb player, portable dvd player, tissue box, handmade drawer and coaster (from Seremban). The pagoda is for fengshui.
A shelf (assembled by yours truly), dedicated entirely to my art materials.
On the other side of the room is my 4-door wardrobe. Nothing interesting about it.
Don't you just love my room?
This is what you'll see when you're outside.
I made the key hanger! Picked out the door knob @ Plaza Singapura.
My room is very small. When I first saw it, I hated it alot. Cause my previous room is more than 2 times its size! I had to throw away alot of things during the moving. But now, I couldn't have asked for a better room. Without the size, it won't be so cozy.
First thing you'll see when you step in my room is my 88 pairs of earrings. Impulsive shopper.
Full length mirror from Ikea.
Scary-kpo YY plus her bed.
I only saw this bed after buying one @ Harvey Norman. So Mummy surprised me by buying this one and giving up the deposit for the other. I love lacquer wood cause it feels so royal.
About the nicest thing in my room. Painstakingly pasted one by one.
Did the collage board for one whole hour. From painting the board black, to picking pictures, to cutting photographs, to arranging them, to pinning them up.
My accessories drawer.
And in it is...
Tadaaaaaaaaah~ I arranged them for very long. I now proudly own 58 bangles/wristlets, 36 necklaces, 22 headwear, 21 rings, 14 pairs of eyewear, and who-knows-how-many hair accessories.
Wall-mounted shelf.
Top shelf: Bible (I live by the "Every room must have a bible" upbringing).
Second shelf: Presents, cards, souveniers, old files.
Third shelf: Storybooks, comics
Fourth shelf: Storybooks, items I constantly need.
Glued this BIGGGGG calculator to the shelf. From Rena, two years ago and still working.
My table is huge. Can fit 8 of my laptops? Best when I'm doing my art stuff.
The four favourite things on my table.
Hand-painted pen holder, princessy handphone holder, handbag-photoframe (clique), ice-cream man coin bank (almost filled).
By the side of my table.
Radio/cd player/usb player, portable dvd player, tissue box, handmade drawer and coaster (from Seremban). The pagoda is for fengshui.
A shelf (assembled by yours truly), dedicated entirely to my art materials.
On the other side of the room is my 4-door wardrobe. Nothing interesting about it.
Don't you just love my room?
I had to redo the previous entry, cause it was too touch-and-go. AND YOU KNOW WHY? Because I was conferencing w/ Evan and Van at that time and they were ultimate distracting.
So anyway, I've always thought that blogs that go on and on about the bloggers' pets are so mediocre. Maybe even annoying. BUT I HAVE A FRICKING PUPPY NOW! WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?
In order to shed light on my puppy and not be irritating at the same time, I will just do one long entry on her. That's it, unless there's a really cute picture. Then I'll post it up. Haha.
If you know me, you'd prolly know that my family went through some dire times for the last few years. Spilt, separated, cold wars. It all caused a strain in my emotional being. I cried, banged wall (serious), blamed the whole world and eventually, the end came for 'family'.
For the past 6 months, I've been busy with moving house &al. I'm finally living with my mum after 3 years. Mama knows I have no one to talk to, and she'll just be busy working, so she agreed to get a dog for me (SHE REFUSED FOR 17 YEARS OF MY LIFE, NO MATTER HOW HARD I BEGGED). Coincidentally, her friend's dog just gave birth to three puppies!
Before I even saw her, I've already picked out a name for her. Bobo Li Xiao Hei. Think I blogged about it once. But then Mama refused to accept the name cause Xiao Hei (Blackie?) clashes with her fengshui beliefs and she thinks it doesn't suit a female. *Rolls eyes. So changed it to Yuanyuan (YY) instead.
I waited super long before YY could come to my house, cause she needed her mother for feeding.
It was so difficult taking care of a puppy. I nearly gave up and even thought of giving her away. But I grew to love her more than anyone/anything. It's like my own child. Haha. I'm serious. Anyway, after this experience, I decided not to have kids in the future. Maybe I'll change my mind one day, but for now, NO.
YY is exceptional. Sometimes a little weird. And I'm not kidding.
- She doesn't bark. At all. She's not mute though, because when she barks, it can bring down a tower.
- She follows me everywhere. Toilet, bedroom, etc. The only thing that can stop her is food. Maybe strangers too.
- She loves strangers.
- She has the energy level of an athlete after 18 can of red bull.
- She eats and eats and eats and eats and...eats.
- She can chew everything and anything under the sky.
- She doesn't like to watch Tv (I thought dogs do that?). She'd rather stare into plain air than the Tv.
- She likes being hugged to sleep.
YY used to sleep in my backpack. She'd just crawl into it herself.
Then we got this rattan bed.
Evan, Sophie and Joanne came to my house sometime back to visit YY.
Mama loves YY alot, but I think she doesn't realize it.
OH, YUANYUAN JUST WENT FOR GROOMING LIKE 2 HOURS AGO.
HAHAHAHA, SO UGLY!!! Even my maid couldn't take it. Like some botak pok with moustache.
Seriously, can anyone not love her?
- Feelin': grateful